tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-101041322011-07-31T07:56:38.698+08:00These are opinions and adventures (or the lack of it) of a misguided Filipino struggling to make the most of his meaningless and boring existence.jay-pnoreply@blogger.comBlogger3511100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-22962344005383951052010-01-31T11:38:00.002+08:002010-01-31T11:47:16.755+08:00

i do not know if we will ever understand each other. you say, i say it with eloquent words. i say, you say it with all your rationalization.in the end, it is not about man and woman. it is about two people if they can make it work.it is not a love story for no one questions their love. it is a story about how to get along.

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-57354514697632861962007-10-09T14:40:00.000+08:002007-10-09T14:47:31.487+08:00

If you click on this link, you are not sure if you'll get tons of spyware, adwares on your PC. There is a high probability that this link may screw the hardrive of your PC. It is said to be unsafe to go to websites that you think is illegitimate. So if you click here, well... I don't know.Dammit. I am not good at introductions. Just click on this and update your templates, and everything that

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-41526210028777347942007-10-07T12:42:00.000+08:002007-10-07T13:24:54.743+08:00

It's been a weird week. Pa-senti-sent, nagbati na kami ni Rhoda although di ko na sya masyadong lalapitan.I had sex or maybe I should have called it half-sex. Or I should call it weird and goofy half-sex. It's funny. Medyo nakakahiya pero nakakatawa. Masaya siguro ikwento sa inyo (kasi di ninyo alam yung mga involved) pero may pact kami. Not to tell. Pag naayos ko na lany yung isa kong blog.

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I am not sure. But my co-workers say that my Filipino is deep.It's not that I hate to speak malalim na Pinoy pero ewan ko di ko napansin. So, inisip ko malalim ba talaga ako mag-tagalog kasi sa totoo lang feeling ko hindi. Nakakaaliw na isipin. Pero minsan masarap mag-quip na tipong, Ako ay naligayahan na ikaw ay makadaumpalad OR Napakabait mo naman para gawin yan para sa akin ng bukal sa iyong

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-21149048917692995862007-09-29T11:11:00.000+08:002007-09-30T13:30:02.754+08:00

No! I am not talking about the alcoholic beverage. Neither am I talking about those dudes in ill-fitting tights terrorizing the bulls (or was it the other way around) in Europe. I'll get to that.Hanggang ngayon, wala pa rin akong career goals. Nabanggit ko na yata dito na nag-college ako ng di ko alam yung gusto at dito muna ako sa call center habang wala akong direksyon na tatahakin. One year

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Last night I was drinking with my co-workers. I really don't like drinking with people I am not very close to. Despedida yun ng katrabaho ko na lilipad na sa Amerika kaya nahiya naman akong di pumunta. We were drinking this concoction of vodka, sprite and Red Horse.I was drinking, I drink a lot for somebody who doesn't go out often. In a passing statement, I told a co-worker named Rhoda that even

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-75845573150427879142007-09-18T11:09:00.000+08:002007-09-18T12:23:55.632+08:00

I am not in the mood to write anything today. I was planning to write something about the human spirit but I got too lazy and my mind is in too much disarray right now.So, I will be recommending stuff that I really like. Little thinking required in writing the post.BooksHard-Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World. One of the best Murakami books I have read and all Murakami books I have read,

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-69211206734421755132007-09-13T12:14:00.000+08:002007-09-13T13:17:23.950+08:00

This week's been a long one. Next week, I am gonna be nocturnal again. Work starts at 5:15 PM. Yun na ang pinakamalapit sa mga sked namin na medyo sisikatan ka pa nga araw na na-i-offer sa akin. Some people think I am isolating myself. It's one reason but sunshine has to be one of the primary reasons. And I want to hang out with my friends who are on the same/near shifts.I guess I really have

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-18961849152987086342007-09-09T09:08:00.000+08:002007-09-09T09:36:53.781+08:00

Think of me as narrow-minded. I dont befriend rich people. I don't know, I mean some them are really, really nice. If they weren't rich, we may have been friends (but I guess I still won't). Maybe it's just me. Di naman ako mapili sa kaibigan pero ewan ko. Maybe because I am you know like so totally low-class and baduy, jologs to the max and so pedestrian person. But I dunno.Don't get me wrong, I

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-46320394822887227692007-09-05T12:29:00.000+08:002007-09-05T12:56:57.515+08:00

I am still working on my new blog. Dapat gagamitin ko na lang 'tong blogger pero naisip ko wag na lang, para naman maiba. At medyo nakakaasar na rin yung navbar at yung popups. OK na sana kasi dumami yung features nya na OK naman para sa user.Naghanap ako ng libreng webhost pero naguluhan ako kaya nagbago ang isip ko. Dinudugo ako.Ang ending ko sa wordpress. Ini-import ko nga yung mga luma kong

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-89487910638720193932007-09-02T09:25:00.000+08:002007-09-02T10:18:16.977+08:00

Get this widget Share Track details Ito ang theme song ko ngayon. I wish that I can sleep at night again. Maganda naman di ba?May spoilers pala itong post na ito.I now have a domain name, got no Idea what to do with it now. Saka ko na lang sya aayusin, pag sinipag ako. Medyo masakit lang ang ulo ko. At ayoko muna mag-isip. Tinatamad ako.I am still waiting for Stardust's release in the Philippines

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-79359151826619195422007-08-30T11:40:00.000+08:002007-08-31T14:03:42.346+08:00

Bumili na ako ng domain name. Or rather, nagbayad na ako at hinihintay ko na lang yung notice para sa registration. Naisip ko lang, bakit ako bumili ng domain name? Siguro nga dahil gusto ko lang kahit nangamaunti na ang mga online friends ko. Naghahanap pa ako ng free webhost dahil, ayoko magbayad! OK na yung nagbayad ako sa registrar. At dahil di ako techie, mag-se-self study na naman siguro

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-23515190291026904422007-08-27T10:41:00.000+08:002007-08-27T10:46:55.497+08:00

Two years ago, a friend died. Yesterday, I fought a friend, I don't know if I want to speak with him again. Today, a good friend is leaving the country. Sometimes, things fall apart and reality caves in like a tidal wave. Life's crazy. Like Kurt Cobain said, Nobody dies a virgin, life fucks us all.

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-5988149679788447082007-08-26T08:27:00.000+08:002007-08-26T10:22:43.137+08:00

Sabi nila 70% daw ng utak ng tao di nagagamit. Di man lang natin ma-maximize. That's a lot of free space in the human brain, iniisip ko what if in some way magamit ko yung 70% na yun. Di ko na iisipin ang mangyayari sa aking negative kung sakali man meron. Pero imagine nyo, I will be more than twice smarter. Pati naman mga motor skills natin, involved din yung utak so baka lumabas yung mga

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-10066403251888599072007-08-20T09:00:00.000+08:002007-08-21T11:25:21.966+08:00

I am currently trying to write. I don't know. I try to recall how I used to write in college. I remember having this system. Unlike when writing for my blog, I just sit and type what is on top of my head, the papers I submit for school (and the ones I sell to my classmates) has a system.I have structure when submitting papers, even the informal ones. I remember trying to gather my thoughts in my

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-24329209537104103562007-08-16T12:42:00.000+08:002007-08-16T13:04:34.012+08:00

I like to shock people. Di ko alam na super good boy image pala ang pino-project kong image sa ibang tao. Alam ko na mukha akong good boy pero di ko alam na tingin nila sa akin ay ibang level na pala. Alam ko naman na mukha akong mabait sa unang tingin at pag di ako kinakausap at nakakahalubilo ng matagal.Like for example, I asked some people what they think of me when they first met me, it's

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-51934180811423000842007-08-12T09:36:00.000+08:002007-08-16T11:57:01.937+08:00

Sale sa powerbooks kahapon. At medyo malaki yung natipid ko dahil 20% off sa maraming libro, binili ko yung isa pang volume ng The Sandman, that's 4 down, 11 more to go. Also bought Murakami's The Elephant Vanishes. Medyo malaki yung gastos ko pero malaki pa rin yung natipid. Baka next month na ulit. Hinanap ko yung Bridge to Terabithia kasi nagandahan ako sa movie (I hate the misleading

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-13999065325294482332007-08-05T21:29:00.000+08:002007-08-10T12:01:22.092+08:00

I love my friends. Yesterday, me and my friends, the first ones I have since starting my work in this forsaken place, went drinking.I love my friends... they may not understand me completely but I know that they care for me a lot. I am not the type who shares a lot of details about my life maybe a few bits of information once in awhile. So yesterday when they gave an assessment of the situation I

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-22410905545664530772007-07-26T11:37:00.000+08:002007-07-26T12:40:10.707+08:00

A popular smartass (I am not sure if it's Einstein) said that a person who doesn't believe in any kind of magic is as good as dead. In a way it's true. Imagine a life that you don't believe anything unless you have evidence to back it up, now that's almost who I am. It's like living a life of pure... logic (somehow wala ako nun lately). Sad to say, kunti lang ang pinaniniwalaan ko. I am skeptical

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-10019754543944966322007-07-22T09:35:00.000+08:002007-07-22T10:15:25.408+08:00

I am bored, really bored. Sleep is evasive.They what you have in your bag tells a lot of the kind of person that you are. I carry a lot of junk in my bag. I think that is way better than having nothing in his bag. Then if you don't carry any bag then... I dunno. Here's what I normally carry by my bag. Typical stuff. Hanggang ngayon nagdadala pa rin ako ng notebook kahit di ko na rin ginagamit.

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Two weeks ago, somebody at work killed himself. I don't know the guy personally, he hung himself. It was planned so well, left a letter to all his friends, dressed up well, even moved some furniture so he won't break anything, left a message that he should be buried on a Friday so that his friends can be there. Almost cool, I should have been friends with the guy. sayang. Life can be so stressful

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It is weird that I have been unconsciously creating a reputation for myself. Not something that is deliberate. I am trying to blend well with people... with very minimal success but I know I have been doing my best. I have to admit there really is something wrong with me.I have always been conscious about the things I say, only my friends can know me really well. Even if I try hard, there's

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-30463094079590419682007-07-02T09:01:00.000+08:002007-07-02T09:30:31.934+08:00

I was looking for that video of Kermit the Frog... the one about how hard it is to be green and I chanced upon this lens and this video at nangilid-ngilid ang luha ko....OOOOh... apektado talaga ako. At nagtayuan ang balahibo ko !Being the geeky, dorky Seame Street fan that I am, affected talaga ako. Kasi nung bata ako, yung pinapalabas pa noon ay ang mga lumang Sesame Street at nung medyo

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-20584202577103909812007-06-24T20:04:00.000+08:002007-06-25T08:28:52.545+08:00

My father's sister's deceased husband (so it must be OK to call him Uncle) died when I was seven. We lived in a house that they also lived in before we moved in. He left this bottle of perfume (I am not really good at making the difference between cologne and all that stuff with eau de toilette... so understand the lack of right words). For a long time it was left in my parent's room. We found it

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-87723494913774283002007-06-18T13:31:00.000+08:002007-06-18T14:09:34.000+08:00

Just got back to school, since graduating di na ako bumalik at natuwa ako sa graduation pic ko, I have to say, I look nice. Not minding the artificial smile, may kinang ang aking mga mata at may radiant bronze-like glow ang balat ko (thanks to the makeup that creepy gay beautician applied on me). Pwede ilagay sa friendster! I will be getting back next week for my Transcript.Amidst my attempts to

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A few months back, I was reading The Sandman: The Doll's House, a good book by the way (or graphic novel). There is this character, if I recall correctly, the name was Chantal. She fell in love with a sentence. At first I thought it was frivolous; then, I thought as weird as it is it is quite romantic to fall in love with a sentence. Every little letter, every little sound represents something.

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Truth of the matter is, I wasn't planning to go but I did. I told myself I have to be more sociable. Ayun, sumama ako sa Cardona. Akala ko malapit lang (kasi taga-Antipolo ako), pero napakalayo... after isang bundok at ilang bukirin nakarating din kami. Overnight we spent there.I brought a book with me, which I normally read when I get bored (I fought the feeling), I tried so hard.Since I have no

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Currently reading Haruki Murakami's Hard-Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World. I hate Murakami. He makes me think at times that I do not want to think. Just when I am forgetting my frustrations about existence, realities and the workings of the Human mind, he comes up with a book, so darn interesting and makes my mind go churning again. I hate it. And I still keep on reading it. Man! I love

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-84554908302828516302007-05-27T20:25:00.000+08:002007-05-27T21:46:05.898+08:00

If you ask people I know, they will most likely tell you how nice I am. I wonder sometimes if I am really nice coz I do not feel nice AT ALL.There are times I'd like to go bad. I don't want to be evil or conniving ... basta yung maging maangas lang ng kunti. When people see you as nice it is hard shake off the image. I guess most people view me as nice and that reputation has always been with me

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-57981719690170098332007-05-18T14:41:00.000+08:002007-05-18T15:10:16.191+08:00

A recurring theme... be more sociable. Parang sirang plaka. I'd say but I never did, until now. I did listen to my friends. They tell me to be more sociable, my online buddies tell me to be more sociable and if my family also thinks that I should be more sociable, being adamant on being detached might not be working for me (as I thought), and maybe they're right. Let us try being more sociable.

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-766289710802334952007-05-14T15:28:00.000+08:002007-05-14T15:44:29.784+08:00

I am not sure...Election day. It's a lazy, lazy day. No work today, although i have to sleep early tonight, ililipat na nila ako sa madaling araw tomorrow. I did vote today kahit tinatamad ako, kasi baka masabihan na naman ako. SO I did exercise my righ to vote. 3 senators and 2 local officials. I am sorry di ko maatim bumoto ng turncoats and I don't like patronizing political dynasties. I hardly

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-60976087164039769992007-05-12T19:38:00.000+08:002007-05-12T19:57:14.420+08:00

I was thinking maybe I was just overreacting. What's wrong when Filipinas want to date foreigners. We are entitled to Freedom of preference. But everytime I see a young girl na di nakaayos na parang nakasuot ng pambahay na may kasama na foreigner na mukha nang prune sa katandaan... nandidiri ako. At wag na wag nyong sabihin na mahirap ang Pilipinas! Dahil sasagutin ko kayo. Promise. It is OK for

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-28820981291280745462007-05-09T15:43:00.000+08:002007-05-11T19:18:07.717+08:00

Last time I checked I was 6 feet tall. Now that i am taller than my brother,I might actually be a wee bit higher.I do not feel tall though. Maybe 10 years ago kapre na ang dating ko. But by today's standards may mas mataas na, pag naglalakad ako sa mall, aliw na aliw ako pag nakakakita ako ng ng mga tao na parang hanggang balikat ako. Not that I want to be as tall as they are but it would sure be

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-42449817707903388762007-05-05T09:36:00.000+08:002007-05-05T21:11:47.163+08:00

My eyesight as a kid was good. So I didn't need glasses back then. But I always wanted to have those. Naiinggit ako sa mga bata na nakasalamin. Both my parents wear glasses and both have the kind of vision that a peek through their lens will give you a bad headache. My brother and sister has good vision as well and I was concerned that I will never ever wear glasses. But I did!I started wearing

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-28948398026440281492007-05-01T15:45:00.000+08:002007-05-01T16:15:07.539+08:00

In the course of one year I was able to have three supervisors in this job I have. Before that, in my OJTs and jobs I had with family friends so I don't think they really count much. Although nag-enjoy ako sa una kong OJT.My first supervisor was this girl named Frankie who has this reputation of being a meanie. Ewan ko kung bakit tuwang-tuwa ako sa kanya... sa bagay maganda naman kasi sya, medyo

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-40542794009608530842007-04-29T08:32:00.000+08:002007-05-01T15:18:26.627+08:00

Trying to distance myself from things that makes me sad... the real world. Hahaha! My last post was full of it.So nagtago muna ako sa mga tao for the time being and did things by myself. Hindi ako sumama sa inuman last Friday. Napag-tripan ko yung mga bulaklak sa bakuran, pinagkuhaan ko ng larawan. Maybe I should start photo-blogging... probably not. Later dapat ako manunood ng Pan's Labyrinth

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-53768142887916973592007-04-26T15:53:00.000+08:002007-04-26T16:29:43.778+08:00

I was drinking again with a couple of friends encouraging me to be friendlier with people. I was really making extra efforts to blend in with the world. Lahat kasi ng tao na may halaga sa akin, yun ang payo kaya naisip ko kung lahat yun ang iniisip baka dapat ko nga gawin. I may be missing out on things pero minsan pumapasok sa isip ko na parang di ko na kilala yung sarili ko gaano sa mga

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-85205353402362688492007-04-22T08:31:00.000+08:002007-04-22T09:08:45.037+08:00

I am confused who I'll be voting. Really. But I think I made my list now. Oh, I was thinking, especially for the re-electionists, I really have no idea what they've done in senate. It would have been nice if they have the bills they passed listed including the ones that weren't approved... so we can make comparisons. this way, we'll be able to assess if they're actually doing something (and it

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-23577308598378951742007-04-17T15:51:00.000+08:002007-04-17T16:31:54.935+08:00

Here's one thing I don't understand in TV and movies. When people go sentimental and cry while holding the things that people they love used to own. I don't get it. I really don't get it. Would people really do that? Yung iiyak-iiyak tapos yayapusin ang picture frame ng tao na mahal mo. I like looking at pictures of the people I miss but to talk like you are actually in front of them, I think it

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-9286848157246513542007-04-17T15:33:00.000+08:002007-04-17T16:19:21.571+08:00

Don't you just hate it when you go to friendster and they have something new in it... I don't mind the new features pero minsan nakakaasar. Tulad ng testimonial tapos may comments, after a few days pinagsama nila yung Testimonial and Comments. Sa bagay di ko sila masisis kasi may mga tao na di ma-differentiate yung testimonials and comments, may naggawa sa akin ng testi tapos sa comments nailagay

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-61531377252490001022007-04-14T20:58:00.000+08:002007-04-14T21:45:40.259+08:00

Ha! I decided to record my voice. I have always wanted to do that. I always knew my voice sounds crappy. I think some people like my voice but personally I do not like it. It is too soft, too bad the deep, husky voice disappeared. I always had an accent. Accent na di ko malaman kung anong uri.I was rehearsing a couple of times, I even wrote a nice little script.... I tried to be witty, smart,

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-14018162361071179002007-04-12T15:37:00.000+08:002007-04-12T17:11:31.778+08:00

I graduated from college yesterday, I was among the last to be called. Having your family name start with the letter T sucks sometimes. I wasn't given the leave that I wanted, so I decided to still go to work. So after work, deretso na sa school. The thing is, I was not really excited about walking the stage. My parents are more excited since they never really met my friends and haven't been to

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-33989498628208159642007-04-07T08:22:00.000+08:002007-04-07T08:59:37.983+08:00

Light, in the absence of eyes, illuminates nothing. Visible forms are not inherent in the world, but are granted by the act of seeing. Though the world and events do exist independent of mind, they obtain of no meaning in themselves: none that the mind is not guilty of imposing on them. - Trevor Goodchild, Aeon FluxThe pure present is an ungraspable advance of the past devouring the future. In

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-35259206942451802182007-04-01T09:50:00.000+08:002007-04-01T10:08:20.317+08:00

Last year, on this date, I started working in the company. It's been a year. I have been planning to stay for only six months and here I am. I guess I find it hard to leave, so if you guys, don't have plans to work in a call center for long, don't try it out. One year is really quick.So April is a big month, I'll graduate and it's my anniversary. I have this strange feeling I am gonna lose my job

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-21940610474309676852007-03-27T16:15:00.001+08:002007-03-27T16:27:28.277+08:00

They finally came up with a trailer for Stardust. Not sure though if they're gonna be faithful to the book, I was really crazy about the book. Read it twice and still can't get over the ending no matter the cliches. But still, I am gonna be watching that dammed movie, been waiting for the trailer for months. And I love Michelle Pfeiffer. There's a lot of newly delivered Sandman comic books at

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-79508774972126447252007-03-25T08:57:00.000+08:002007-03-27T16:41:33.697+08:00

We had rehearsals yesterday for graduation. I should be happy. And I shouldn't be feeling any anxiety, after all I haven't been attending school for six months already. I have only two friends who'll be graduating with me. I haven't seen these friends since July, actually. Looking at Bevs and Earl, I realize, it seems that I am still the same and they seem to be improved. And I guess I am happy

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-90336494298599010062007-03-22T16:01:00.000+08:002007-03-22T16:45:24.321+08:00

It was one of my resolutions to quit smoking this year. I am really not concerned about my health right now. Hehehe. I am serious about this, really I am! I was thinking of those poor tobacco farmers (who most likely comes from third world countries themselves) na dugo at pawis ang ibinibigay para ma-harvest ang mga tobacco leaves na nagpapaligaya at nagbibigay ng sakit sa atin. At the same time,

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-35282701016247796342007-03-18T09:37:00.000+08:002007-03-22T16:35:54.546+08:00

Mga pinagkakaabalahan ko ngayon.Boring pa rin ang buhay. Lalaro ng aking Magnets. I am really having fun with my Magnetix toy. I even bring it at work sometimes, around 20 pcs. (only enough to make a cube) that is enough to keep me entertained even without talking to anybody. Enjoy laruin, feeling ko antanda kong bata and it is good to know while surfing na di pala ako nag-iisa, may mga matanda

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-20778253642594560612007-03-10T08:53:00.000+08:002007-03-10T08:56:42.006+08:00

Found this at Youtube. I think this has to be one of the most beautiful videos I have seen. See for yourself.

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-80290595973641283972007-03-07T09:57:00.000+08:002007-03-07T10:31:37.009+08:00

Kung ako ang babae malamang ma-o-offend ako pag ni-re-refer akong chick. Iniisip ko na parang they're referred to as sex objects. Pero sino ba naman ako para magreklamo? Ako ay nagmula rin sa kasarian na nagbigay ng label na ito. Isang tao lamang ako. Pero gagamitin ko pa rin ang word na chicks sa pagkakataon na ito not in reference of women in general but of women who is labeled that way (that I

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-6596752826380132372007-03-05T16:22:00.000+08:002007-03-07T09:56:46.464+08:00

Lagi akong tinotopak ngayon... at siyempre nagugulat ang mga tao. Last time ko na nagpakalbo was last year pa nung bago pa ako magtrabaho at full-time college student pa ako. Dahil tinopak ako last Saturday, naisipan ko na magpakalbo!Isa sa rason kung bakit di na ako nagpakalbo ay dahil gusto ko ang hitsura ko pag magulo ang buhok and the past months nakakalimutan ko na mag-ahit. I think I may be

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-59017783835789400002007-03-01T20:14:00.000+08:002007-03-01T21:27:37.558+08:00

Akala nyo kayo lang?! Ga-graduate din ako! Akala ko magkaka-problema ako pero sabi sa registrar's office na clear na ang records ko. Bothered kasi ako ng ROTC ko kasi yung una special project (you must know what I mean), at yung pangalawa di ko pinasukan tapos may nakalagay na grade nung end nung sem, ewan natin kung anong magic ang nangyari (but who's complaining), di ko man pinasukan at di man

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-41520677177398395112007-02-26T19:14:00.000+08:002007-03-01T21:17:14.920+08:00

I have mentioned that I have become a Gaiman fan. Bought another book, Anansi Boys a few days ago. Like all his books I have read, this one is a page turner... not his best work but still interesting enough to keep the pages turning.A lot of people say it is a sequel to American Gods, it isn't (or I think it isn't), the only character I recall is Mr. Nancy (Anansi) who is dead by the first

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-52065246920497212342007-02-24T10:28:00.000+08:002007-02-24T11:11:11.325+08:00

Team building last night. People getting drunk. I drank more than I should. Got tipsy. Sang Creep. Went to the washroom, puked on the toilet bowl. Regained normal consciousness. Went to a secluded area, read book while listening to MP3. I have disputed the very essence of the occassion.One of the reasons why I went there anyway is to be more friendly with my new co-workers, I was coaxed by my

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-2281173266563882682007-02-16T20:45:00.000+08:002007-02-16T21:21:38.435+08:00

Isa pang post bago mawala sa sirkulasyon.Unless you're rich (and you can waste time and money), I think a lot of people goes to a point in their lives where they are in the crossroads whether or not they should give up their idealisms for practicality. I know a lot of people who gave up their passions because they have to be realistic. You need to earn money.I used to think I awas destined to

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-36347172647097465242007-02-15T19:44:00.000+08:002007-02-15T20:12:07.740+08:00

I am picking up my Powercard tomorrow, you know, the card that they ask you for when you go to Powerbooks, with my consumption of books last year, I guess it would be nice to have one... not that I am the bookish type (some people think I am but believe me when I say I am not).I think I am becoming a serious Neil Gaiman fan... a really serious fan. I still can't believe I bought The Doll's House

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-54650738746476953362007-02-11T19:47:00.000+08:002007-02-11T20:07:49.591+08:00

I really don't get it why people are so affected with Globe's new conditions with unlimited texting... I am actually happy about it. I really am. Siguro kung mahilig ako mag-text apektado ako pero sa totoo naasar ako sa unlimited texting lalo na mula sa ibang tao na send ng send ng walang kwentang messages.Di ako nag a-unli kasi nasasayang sa akin, di kasi ako heavy texter, dumadaan ang isang

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-47633610155966044382007-02-08T19:08:00.000+08:002007-02-11T20:20:29.304+08:00

I love dogs (except maybe when they're fighting over dominance). I even love my dog more than some people in my life. If I were in a lifeboat and there's one more place in it, and if my dog Maki and a person I hate is drowning, I'd be in a dilemma. I feel guilty because I know I will really be torn and that shouldn't really be the case. Save the human over my dog... I may not be able to do that.

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-77745284543261136612007-02-02T19:08:00.000+08:002007-02-03T19:30:46.991+08:00

I now realize how much I have changed compared to last year, I was reading my past entries and remembered how I used to feel. Nagbabago din pala ako, I have become remarkably more sociable compared to last year, and when I mean remarkable, ibig sabihin by my standards. Antisocial pa rin ang dating ko sa majority. Sa tingin ko mas interesting ako last year kasi mas may time ako mag-entertain ng

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-90492231112949075592007-01-25T17:37:00.000+08:002007-01-26T11:24:40.519+08:00

New Voice.One fine morning, three days ago, my voice was normal... I was doing my job like I always do. The suddenly a barrage of calls came in. And one after another I answered them. This is not the first time I experienced this, it was alright. After sometime you get used to these things. All was alright. Until around 2 PM. My throat became dry. And my voice became different, namalat at paos

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-17521618337632019502007-01-20T20:43:00.001+08:002007-01-21T20:00:02.953+08:00

So the past two days, I have been a total bum! So what? I deserve to be a bum? Hehehe. I was a slacker, slept, ate, couldn't do anything productive. Just read the books I promised myself to finish. Yehey! Natapos ko na rin yung American Gods at Hitchiker's Guide to the Galaxy, and I am almost through with Snow Falling on Cedars. I should stop reading multiple books at the same time but I can't, I

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-31373411687247314652007-01-18T19:15:00.000+08:002007-01-18T19:39:01.730+08:00

Two days ago, we were trained to troubleshoot Vista. Isn't that just wonderful! XP when it came out is very unstable and now that XP is the stable Operating System that we know, Microsoft comes up with a new OS that would most likely be causing a lot of frenzy!It will be launced on January 30. Yung nabibili pala sa Greenhills yung Beta version na para lang sa MS employees at certified MS

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-16054667003815784462007-01-15T19:45:00.001+08:002007-01-18T19:14:14.754+08:00

Most of the time I find myself talking too much (and often I'd like to hurt myself afterwards), saying what I think... grasping for the right words to express how I really feel inside, I would really like others to understand what I feel, and just when you think you were able to express yourself really well, you realize they hardly understood what you were meaning to say. Maybe it is just me, I

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-46155275075780481392007-01-13T08:59:00.000+08:002007-01-13T09:44:14.865+08:00

Whew! It seems like eons since the last time I went online. Very recent but it seems like a very long time.Bought two new books, an addition to my collection of books that I may finish reading after 6 months. I should stop buying these things... hirap magbasa dahil sa schedule ko ngayon. I just added it to my catalogue sa Librarything ko. Anyways, kina-catalogue ko lang naman. As of this date,

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-61370984168710276572007-01-06T07:42:00.000+08:002007-01-06T07:41:51.076+08:00

Hey, two years na pala akong blogger. Internet, you love it most of the time, you hate it often.   I am trying to be more accepting this new year. I am trying to come into terms with certain things such as the fact that I am no more but a small, small cog in this big, big, big corporate machinery; That I may never be able to break free; That man's driving force in life is hedonism; That morality

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-4086777802833888582006-12-29T19:53:00.000+08:002006-12-29T20:28:16.279+08:00

I think this will be my last post for 2006. The holidays wasn't as bad as I thought it would. Destitute na nga lang ako ngayon. My Birthday is over, at di natuloy ang balak ko lumabas dahil binago yung pasok ko sa bagong training ko sa trabaho... pinapasok nila ako sa araw na supposedly lalayas ako.Anyways, to purge the disappointment I am feeling, I went shopping and bought myself some stuff. A

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-5361752812094439942006-12-23T19:03:00.001+08:002006-12-23T19:03:43.419+08:00

I hate it when I feel inadequate for something.  I hate not being able to meet the my standards. I hate that I am not stupid but I am not as smart as I want to be; I can draw but never that good; I can carry a tune but I am not a good singer, I hate it when I am not good at something I want to be good at. It hurts my shallow ego.   I never really pushed myself to give my best. And I never liked

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-26911140448664644212006-12-20T12:51:00.000+08:002006-12-21T20:53:28.221+08:00

I was planning to make a wish list just like I did last year but I don't think anybody will be giving me what I want.I was already thinking of my Resolutions for next year:1. Be more health conscious. Cut down (if not totally quit) smoking (people find this hard to believe, when drinking don't push it (I rarely drink but I tend to get really wasted if I do, I think I have a reputation because of

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-39207737862944413352006-12-17T16:35:00.000+08:002006-12-19T11:11:16.136+08:00

I was always wondering how Daria ended up with Tom. Thank heavens for youtube.it is weird thought to see her being all crummy emotional. But I still love the show.

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-24461908048734519042006-12-17T15:45:00.000+08:002006-12-17T16:03:24.959+08:00

Ang weird ko, two days ago, sad, now I am happy.I guess I found myself stimulated.. and I owe it to the two days I went absent. Sarap na mag-pretend na may sakit. It did me good. I was able to watch TV, read a book, and I was finally able to buy the shoulder bag that I was gonna give my co-worker. It took me three hours, I was trying to stick with the budget pero nung naasar ako pumasok ako sa

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-75757448658422305492006-12-15T17:33:00.000+08:002006-12-15T18:42:17.919+08:00

I guess I am getting older. I become restless at home. I did not go to work today, I just didn't feel like going. I like going to work sometimes but there are days that I just don't like to talk. And the job requires me to talk to people and help them with their computer problems. It's really amusing that they ask a person with little computer know-how.I was wondering if maybe I should give

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-58468383716923380852006-12-12T16:37:00.000+08:002006-12-13T10:21:43.227+08:00

Kagagaling ko lang sa mall... sinisipag ako gumawa ng post kasi off ko ngayon at wala talaga akong magawa pag uwi ng bahay.Na-ilaan ko ang araw na ito para asikasuhin yung papeles ko sa school, pumunta naman ako pero umalis agad at hindi tinapos ang sadya ko kasi tinamaan naman ako ng sakit ko na procastination. AT least nalaman ko ngayon na pumasa pala ako sa iisang subject na pinasukan ko last

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-46719260875476211172006-12-11T16:49:00.000+08:002006-12-11T17:11:47.448+08:00

Mula nang magtrabaho ako dito sa callcenter, naging mas mahusay ako sa wikang tagalog. Totoo, kasi after 8 hours of English, sasawaan ka. English lang pag wala na ako mahanap na salita para i-express yung nilalaman ng aking isip. Sa Internet lang naman ko pa-taglish-taglish (o kung napagkakatauwaan lang). Sabi nila may accent ako (non-American), so what? di ko naman pinangarap na magpanggap na

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-47311625455572255212006-12-08T18:21:00.000+08:002006-12-11T16:49:25.067+08:00

Soon I shall be celebrating (or maybe the better word for it is lamenting) on my 24th birthday (feeling ko I am too young to be that old) and my 2nd blogging anniversary (1st week of January). I am still thinking how I'd kill time on the 27th.Now that I'll be on my 2nd anniversary, I am thinking of how I will increase the number of visitors in this blog. I started blogging just for the sake of

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-34110355563510397702006-12-05T20:50:00.000+08:002006-12-06T12:46:29.278+08:00

I remember when I was in High school, I tried to laugh for no reason, just for the heck of it... then I succeeded and it was hard to stop because I remember laughing genuinely because the idea of laughing at nothing is funny, naalala ko na parang gago ako na tumatawa ng walang dahilan. People thought I was crazy. Another weird moment with jeeper.There are times that I will deliberately laugh even

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-13104005603752896452006-12-05T20:26:00.000+08:002006-12-05T21:11:03.647+08:00

I found him dead in one of the rooms in our house and I found it too gross to personally clean it. So I left hime where he is. It's a house lizard. I can't really get a good shot of it with the camera phone that I have... but you should see it, almost transluscent in its pale color, I guess he was squished by the door (not my bedroom by the way) when somebody closed it it. The mouth is wide open

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-19892436508865948702006-12-03T15:48:00.000+08:002006-12-03T16:09:34.997+08:00

Am I the only person not too preoccupied about money? I know money is important. Syempre if walang pera walang panggastos at pag wala kang panggastos, mamamatay ka. Wala akong pangarap yumaman, yung iba meron, I feel complacent about what I have financially... a little to let me live and a little to make me happy. What I am not satisfied with? My life. Hehehe.I came from abject poverty (totoo yan

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-57967204451602650862006-11-30T17:28:00.000+08:002006-11-30T18:05:38.210+08:00

Let me say something about myself. Minsan lang naman ako mag-share ng bagay-bagay tungkol sa akin na medyo detalyado. Just don't tell me to do something about it. Matigas ang ulo ko pagdating sa ganitong mga bagay.I have this cousin who is just a few months older than I am. We were inseperable back then. We had a lot of things in common. Her dad was murdered. I saw her cry when nobody did when

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-6773046936628190202006-11-28T10:03:00.000+08:002006-11-28T18:06:43.109+08:00

I made a post before.Pinanood ko ito ulit kagabi for the nth time. Buti na lang nakabili ako ng VCD. Di talaga ako sinasawaan dito kahit yung animation di katulad ng sa ngayon. Nahanap ko to sa youtube, yung original trailer (doesn't give away much of the movie).My brother says that this scene is cheezy. Perhaps pero talagang medyo baduy ako pag fantasy films ang pinag-uusapan. Biruin nyo si Jeff

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-31048879771748415572006-11-25T15:38:00.000+08:002006-11-26T15:47:38.389+08:00

I am really looking forward to the Stardust movie, I was practically raving about the book on a post I made after reading the book (nawala na yung comments dahil naka-HaloScan ako nun). God, I am so excited! I was never this excited since they decided to make Narnia a movie. And I am happy that they're already on post-production, I still can't get over that the plans for the Last Unicorn was not

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-2479597297418657532006-11-24T14:24:00.000+08:002006-11-24T14:35:38.896+08:00

Just checked my ATM, Sweldo na at wala pa yung 13th month pay ko na sa cellphone lang mapupunta dahil gamit ko pa rin yung cell ng kapatid ko (na hiniram ko at di ko pa binabalik since 9 months ago).Since starting work, I expected that I'll save a lot of money. Di pala ganun kadali, strange nga dahil di naman ako madalas gumimik. Maliit lang sweldo ko ngayon kasi nalipat na ako sa dayshift at

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-58061866618084239942006-11-21T10:59:00.000+08:002006-11-21T11:29:56.051+08:00

I hate myself most of the time because I have been wrestling with all these thoughts. I am not sure if people think of the things that I do... about the meaning of life and things like that. Minsan nagda-drama ako sa ka-trabaho ko, Hanggang dito na lang ba ako? Pinagsabihan nya ako dahil bata pa daw ako. Pero ewan ko ba, supposed to be kapag umabot ka na ng 23 may goals ka na. Ako wala pa rin. I

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-46835259691447033852006-11-18T16:19:00.000+08:002006-11-20T18:57:30.639+08:00

INTJ - "Mastermind". Introverted intellectual with a preference for finding certainty. A builder of systems and the applier of theoretical models. 2.1% of total population. Free Jung Personality Test (similar to Myers-Briggs/MBTI)I decided to take another exam a different one from the last one I took many months ago, and surprise, surprise, di na ako INTP, INTJ na. I am no longer percieving,

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-38218629658971061522006-11-16T15:57:00.000+08:002006-11-16T16:27:27.087+08:00

I think I read something by Trevanian, a character named Miss Plimsoll said that Promiscuity is like a search for companionship in the most biological and least compassionate way. I can't remember the exact quote. But I remember liking that one.Last night, I met up with some of the people from Training, a small get-together. There is this girl. The girl wasn't really among the people I trained

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-19055031839274042542006-11-14T19:59:00.000+08:002006-11-14T20:42:41.955+08:00

There are songs that I can listen to everyday. I think my taste in music at this point in my life has become strange. I am the only 23 year old I know that listens to classical music.I was listening to some old songs and I can't believe I digged Spice Girls songs back in my High School days (how times fly, I am now 23). Now I hardly listen to anything that sound that way. And I'd see videos by

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-8676707308333014812006-11-08T11:58:00.000+08:002006-11-10T19:00:30.496+08:00

Can not think... I am posting a poem I wrote a few weeks back, had it posted in another website. Now I know.Seven months felt like seven yearsand now I face my greatest fearsWhy before I could never waitbut now I know the heavy weight.In a strange world, a mad city,it is tough to be an adultyou take responsibilityto bear frustration and insultThere are days I would like to dielife is not pretty

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-34865314397702314462006-11-08T11:42:00.000+08:002006-11-08T11:51:20.662+08:00

I can't think lately of anything to blog. I have thoughts but once in front of a PC, I lose it. So I will just post a picture of my team at work. None of us exactly good in the picture. Hahaha! We're gonna be havine our teambuilding on Monday and I am still thinking of a good excuse to not attend. Pero nahihiya na rin ako kasi kay tagal na namin magkakasama pero di ako sumasama sa kanila. Kasi

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-37560961831578558462006-11-03T17:06:00.000+08:002006-11-03T17:38:41.062+08:00

Iniisip ko kung ano bang magandang epitaph sa akin, may hangover pa yata ako nung Halloween. It is easy for me to think about my death. Sabi nga nila death is as natural as birth. Siguro madali sa akin isipin yung pag mamamatay na ako kesa yung ibang tao ang mamamatay. Siguro kasi feeling ko minsan di naman ako malaking kabawasan sa mundo.It all started after I remembered one of my old

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-5965716145419563152006-11-01T18:44:00.000+08:002006-11-01T19:12:33.709+08:00

The thing I hate about the job that I have is the stereotype that comes with it. I am a technical Support Representative (and it causes me pain that since two weeks ago full-time na ako, I miss being a student). The sterotype: heavy-smoking, overpaid, maarte, mayayabang, English-speaking, alcoholic idiots.Naiinis ako, at yung iba naman kasi parang pinapatunayan na totoo yung stereotype. Ako naman

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-90195324080625933862006-10-30T19:53:00.000+08:002006-10-30T20:17:55.408+08:00

Wala talaga akong taste sa damit. Ewan ko ba. I try to look nice but I tend to look dorky most of the time.Di ko nga alam kung bakit pag kuya ko nagsusuot ng mga damit ko bagay. Halos pareho lang naman ang build naman (mas payat nga lang ako). Hehehe. Akala tuloy nila ako ang nanghihiram. Bakit nga ba pag ako bumibili sa ibang tao ng gamit, gusto nila pero pag sa akin parang may mali.Di naman ako

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com10tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-7949232202950655462006-10-28T17:32:00.000+08:002006-10-28T17:49:09.744+08:00

Happy. I am really excited right now. Why? New schedule.... after 7 months of taking the graveyard shift they're gonna give me the 9:15AM schedule. Mabubuhay na ulit ako ng halos normal. Bwahahaha! Can't wait for Wednesday. Mawawala nga lang yung 30% na Night differential pay, at least I can be no longer deprived of nocturnal Z's and for sure, less calls sa trabaho. Siyempre temporary lang naman

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I love that song a lot. I first heard it when I believe I was 18. And now I think I love it more. As you know, I feel I am growing (a lot) lately. The song takes new meaning to me. And I realize a lot of things about people and life. Life burns me out. I guess I was expecting it but I did not realize how really tough it is when you're already there.I will try not to be too self-righteous. I said

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Middle child ako. May kuya na mas nakakatanda na domineering at bunsong kapatid na babae na spoiled. Napag-isip-isip ko pang-textbook pala ang pamilya ko... kumpleto with the strong mother figure and the father who doesn't interfere in child-rearing.Dahil abnormal ako tapos si Kuya normal, madalas kaming napagkukumpara. Tapos gwapo "daw" sya. Eh, di patay-patay ako sa comparison. May nag-alok na

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Gumagawa ako ng post kanina lang tungkol sa aking kalungkutan pero binasa ko ulit at parang nakakaasar basahin. Kaya na-discard ko.Nabanggit ko na umiinom ako ng melatonin, lifesaver, natural daw. Na-research ko at ok naman. Iniisip ko kung uminom kaya ako ng marami ng sabay-sabay, ano kaya mangyayari?Yosi ng yosi, dapat na talaga ako pumigil. Ngayon lang ako nag-yosi ng ganito ka-heavy, mahal pa

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Medyo lumulutang pa ang isip ko.Last night was my final final exam, and I felt like my old sad self. I badly wanted to get drunk. After my exam there is nothing left for me to do, wala na naman kasi yung mga kaibigan ko sa school at hindi ko sila mayayaya kasi may trabaho sila the following day. So I walked at the mall, pointlessly wandering, napadpad na naman ako sa bookstore and since may pera

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Senti muna...Tomorrow will be my last day in college (if I don't have problems with my grades), tomorrow will be final Final Exam for the one subject that I have enrolled at school. It makes me sad. I don't know why. Separation anxiety? No, all my friends are no longer in school. I guess I will no longer have the privileges of being a student. I will be wearing my uniform for the last time (

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I like to write. I love it. Even if I am not that good, I enjoy it alot. And I am happy that despte the dwindling number of visitors in my blog, they still visit me. I stopped caring much for that, My first few months blogging had no visitors in them, so it's OK. At least I have an outlet for my frustrations.I love you guys for that. Some of you guys may have visited this blogger that I

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Allow me to take this opportunity to say something that really matters to me. Something that I feel is a really important issue that is not being addressed by the government. An issue that I feel should concern everybody: Spam.I say this, I am not normally like this.... To Spammers:FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! I hope all of you get wiped out from the world. FUCK You!It's just that annoying. I recieve up

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Despite my sometimes overbearing cynicism, I still feel young. I think I haven't change much since I was 16 and there are times that people ask about my age and I forget I am already 23. I am turning 24 on the 27th of December and by that time I am in my mid 20s. It's funny, I don't feel like my age. It doesn't scare me. I just think it sucks that I have no idea with where I am headed at.I was

jay-pnoreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10104132.post-1758200446813087082006-10-03T09:12:00.001+08:002006-10-03T09:57:57.359+08:00

Since starting a journal, I suddenly don't feel like blogging much. I am really bored right now, so here I am.Lot of rains yesterday. Hardly had any sleep. After work, I got only 3 hours of sleep then I had to go to school and prepare for my report. Everything was uneventful. The report was ok. And I had to go home early, I badly needed to catch some sleep.I think after the horrendous ride last

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